Life is Sooooo Good!

Blow me Down! More and more regularly, in fact almost daily, I have litterally been feeling physically sick with the excitment of life. I often phone Jen and tell her how great life is and we then go on to create fantastically long lists of things we are happy with. We regularly refer to the adversities we have overcome knowing that other peoples bitterness, dissapointments or just their insecurities have not held us from where we intend to go i.e. fulfiling our personal and business dreams.

I genuinely believe that life is there for the taking and we, if growing is our intention, can direct life in the way we want. Yes I beleive there is a god who has planned my days but I also beleive he put everything inside me and has given me a brain, hands and feet to go and get the life I want. I certainly do not believe (as some do) that my faith makes me like a puppet on a string being controlled by a master puppeteer.

I am on a determined track for; 'life to serve my needs' rather than for me to be enslaved to it. In fact a minute part of that attitude is that I am currently detoxing and not taking tea, coffee or alcohol, and eating just fruit / toast / soup in the day and one proper meal at night (and perhaps cornflakes or toast as a snack later in the evening) which although is difficult is happening because for weeks I have felt that food and drink has become a habbit, something I genuinely hate and it makes me feel like its telling me what to do, rather than the other way round.

Anyway I started it on thursday and I love feeling like I have more energy, however, caffine withdrawl can be nasty and I spent most of the day in bed (Friday - and had to cancel appointments) because I felt like I had a monster hangover and then been driven over! he he. That said I was better again by 1600hrs and was able to attend an awards dinner for CAP charity. It was a great event and I thoroughly enjoyed being there and feeling well! A couple of my clients attended too and I also took a voice mail from an existing one saying he was ready to go for (house) number two. Fantastic!

I have done this whole detox thing before and i am again looking forward to feeling great in just few days and feel like I am telling life what to do rather than being dragged kicking and screaming into the day (given that the kids are often up before 0600!

Speak soon